hpokrit k sye ble sye blgak kuat wlo aty sye lnsong2 xkuat. . ??sye cbe towk bljar jdi wnita yg kuat dlam mnerime ujian yg sye dpat. . Tpi sye ase sye cam xmmpu. . Sye cme mmpu mngis jer. . 2 je yg sye taw wat mse ni. . Sye ase cam ptos ase. . Tpi sye taw. . Rmai at skliling sye bg smngat at sye. . Tpi sye xjmpe smngat 2 at mner. . Sbb sye xase smngat 2 ade. . Sye ade kwan. . Tpi sye xnmpak n jmpe smngat dri dpe 2 towk sye. . Sye nk mnx sdkit kkuatan dri kuage sye. . Tpi sye taw dpe pown mncri kkuatn dri allah. . Sye ingin kn sdkit kkuatan dri ''aty'' sye. . Tpi sye taw dye xde ngn sye. . Sbb btas 2 mmisah kn sye ngn dye. . Ya allah. . Sye cme mmpu mnx kkuatan 2 dri kau shje. . Sbb hnye kau la yg mmbri n mngmbil sgle kkuatan d aty. . Aq xmmpu ya allah towk mnanggung swang dri. .sbb aq bkn la swang wnita yg ckop cekal ngn ujian mu. . Bntu la sye. . !!
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3.6.11
sye tkot. ..
mngkin sbb sye xpnah hlng ccpe dlm hdop sye. ..
wat kn sye tkot towk khlngan org len. . .
mngkin org len nmpak sye kuat. . .
tpi sbnar nye. ..
hnye tuhan yg taw aty sye. .. .
mngkin sye leyh pure2 towk wat org syum ngn knakalan sye. . .
tpi tuhan je yg taaw pe yg sye ase ngn ujian ni. ..
aWWWKKKK. .. .tlong ade ngn sye leyh .. ???
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awwkk. .tlong la sye..
awwkk. . . .leyh x jdi kkutan sye. . ???
sbb sye ase yg sye lmah. ..
awwk. ..leyh xjdi smngat sye. . ???
sbb sye ase sye xmmpu. . .
awwkk. .. leyh xpnjam kn at sye bhu awk. ..
sbb sye nk ngis at situ. . .
awkkk. .. leyh xpmpin sye. . .
sbb sye prlukn kkuatan awk. .
awwkk. . .leyh x tlong kmblikn syuman sye ..???
sbb sye xmmpu towk ktawe. . .
awwkkk. .. tlong ade at cc sye. ..
sbb sye prlukn awk. ..
awkk. .. sye ase cam nk ptos ase. .
tlong kmblikn smngat sye. ..
sbb sye taw awk kkuatan sye. ..
n sye mnjdikn awk. . . .smngat sye. ..
tlong jgn tnggl kn sye swang2 . .
sbb ble sye swang2. .
.sye ase cam nk gve up ngn hdop sye. . .
bleyh x ade ngn sye. .. ??/
sbb skung sye cme mmpu towk mnangis. .
sye xmmpu towk ktwe mcm yg awk nk ...
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leyh xjdi kkuatn sye. . ??
sye taw sye kne kuat. .
Sye taw sye xleyh ptos ase. .
Sye cbe. . Tpi sye ase cam xde ccpe
at smping sye towk pmpin sye. .
Towk ade ngn sye. .
Towk sntease bg smngat at sye. .
Tpi sye akn cbe towk koge sye. .
Sye akn cbe towk smngat. .
Sye akn cbe towk jdi kuat. .
Sye akn cbe towk tersyuum. .
Sye akn cbe towk ktwe. .
Sye akn hlngkn sgle tngisan. .
Sye akn hlng kn mke yg msam. .
Sye akn hlngkn sume dke. .
Tpiii. . !!bkan wat mse ni . .
Bio kn sye ngn dnia sye. .
Bio kn sye mncri kkuatan 2 dlu. .
Bio kn sye mncri smngat yg hlng. .
Bio sye mncbe towk gmbre. .
Ade ccpe xsnggop ade ngn sye. . ??
Ade ccpe xsnggop towk mmimpin sye. .?
Klo ade yg snggop ade ngn sye. .
Sye nk pnjam bhu dye towk sye mnagis. .
Sye nk pnjam dye towk dngar luahn aty sye. .
Sye nk pnjma dye ade ngn sye. .
Sye nk pnjam dye towk pmpin sye. .
Sye nk pnjam dye bg kkutan at sye. .
Sye nk pnjam dye towk jdi smngat sye. .
Sbb sye xmmpu. .
Sye cme mmpu towk mngis. .
Sye cme mmpu dok swang2. .
Sye cme mmpu towk mnulis. .
Sye Cme mmpu towk tros brdke. .
Mne syuman sye. .??
Mne kkuatn sye. . ??
Mne smngat sye. . ??
Mne dri sye. . ??
Tah la.. .sye xjmpe. .
Posted by apizieya at 3:23 PM 0 comments
aty sye cdeyh. . !!
3.6.2011. . Kol 5ptg mser. .
Mle2 mak tpon gtaw ade at spital. . Sbb atok ckit. . Yuupp mse 2 aq rlex lg. . Sbb mmng sllu atok ckit cm2. . Tpi sore ayh cam rso cngt. . Sbb ayh ckp atok dmam pnas cmpai mracau2. . Ayh cmpai psan bnyak at aq spye jge kcihtan lklok. . Sbb ayh xmo klo aq dmam. .
Lpas abz ckp ngn ayh. . Ayh nk alik umh. . Aq pown ltak ble dh abz ckp. .
Xsmpai pown stngah jam. . Tbe2 mak tpon kkak. . Gtaw yg atok dh XDE. .
Ya allah aq xtaw nk wtpe mse 2. . Nk nges k. . Nk diam k. . Nk wtpe. . Sbb ase cam terkku ble tbe2 dpat brte 2. . Tah cmne tbe2 aq ase air mte aq jtoh gak. .
Aq cam bntu. . Knpe atok prgi .. Sbb aq dh jnji en ngn atok nk jmpe atok klo aq alik ,mesia ty. . Terklan cngt. . Sbb aq xsmpat pown nk ciom dhi atok sblom atok tnggl kn aq. .xsmpat pown nk tnjok at atok kjyaan aq. . Sume xsmpat. .
Mngkin org len xase bnde ni. . Leyh ckp pe pown. .tpi aq yg tnggung bnde ni. . Tah la. . Ase cam ptos ase ccngt. .
Aq taw. . Ble atok dh gi ni. . Lg mcm2 bnde akn jdi at drul atiq 2. .
Ya allah kuat kn la aty koge aq ya allah. . Jgn kau bio kn org len amik tmpat yg atok dh ushe kn slme 50 taun 2 jtoh at tngan org len. . Jgn kau bio kn tnah pnybaran ilmu 2 rsak ya allah. .. Aq xtaw nseb koge aq cmne ty. . Ngn mcik2. . Pcik2 aq. .sume la yg ade at darul atiq 2. . Moge ayh akn pmpin drul atiq 2 wat mse ni. . Aq bkan rso kn hrte. . Sbb aq taw kteorg xde hrte. . Aq cme wso kn tmpat pnyebran ilmu 2 akn msnah at tngan org len. .
Tah la. . Ase ptos ase. . Ase nk alik mesia. . Ase nk ade ngn fmli. .towk aq amik sdkit kkutan pde dpe. . Spye aq mmpu towk tros ade at cni. . .
Atok. . Smoge roh atok dlam klngan org yg beriman. . Dlm klngan ulma' allah. . Dlam klngan pra nabi dan shbat. . Aminn. . Doa akk sntease ade towk atok. .
Akk syg atok ccngt. .
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